Exam blues......

Xiangy jiayou jiayou!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

nobody understand what i'm goin thru now. aside from the stress from my sch work like the stupid tax planning mod, which i will be happy if i can even secure a C, now i'm even uncertain if i can grad on time. The problem don't lie fully on me, its the sch system. FFFFFFFFFF!!!!! now boss bidding have 2 window, it make ppl who taking 2nd major even harder to get their mod. Understand that priority should be given to student who need their core mod b4 they can grad but ppl who take 2nd major oso hv to fulfill certain criteria in order to grad leh. now when boss 1A open for me to bid for my acct mod, it is like i'm the third batch of student bidding the mod. usually not more vacancy left in a class and we hv to bid high in order to get the class. NOW, having left with last sem, i need to get all the mod b4 i can grad. but now i dun have much e$ left cos my mod usually are ex. And something even more stupid, some of the acct mod only available in modified term . gua gua.... happy liao lor, so it would mean if i successfully get the mod i want i will hv to grad in JUNE. and its kind of have 2 sem concurrently carrying out. this is super confusing la. i tink only i understand wat its all abt. unless u r in smu taking 2nd major in acct b4 u can understand wat i'm saying. yyyyyyyy i have to go thru all this shit. i don't understand leh. y ppl can grad smoothly but i seem to hv lots of problems arising in my final year. last time i will won;t feel so worried about bidding of mod cos if i don't get certain mod, i can bid again in another sem. but now, my last sem coming, there is no more next sem to tink of. i really f.stress now la.... i seriously dunno wat to do. i should even prepare to do summer if needed. i'm just wasting my parent money. mayb in the first place i shouldn't hv take 2nd major and feel contented wif one major and grad in peace and flying colour. now my nice result is gonna be affected by my lousy result this sem. y i so stupid!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I jus feeling terrible each day. i juz found out that i actually don't need to take taxplanning cos this mod can't double count. i will like...f. shit!!!! i struggling in this mod alot and now i found out that i can don't take this mod cos it don't make a diff in the total no.of mod i need to take to fulfil my acct 2nd major. I really feeling terrible. but wat to do. thur quiz again. btw, i fail the the last 2 test...already give up liao. ACCT mayb still dun suit me. I feel so much easier to study IT mod exept anything that involved programming la. haha. now i landed myself in a job in tax, i feel abit regret. but i don;t tink i have much choice since economy is not v gd now. i was hoping to treansfer to the IT dept if there is a chance. mayb is too early to say this now. well, i just feel so stress and mayb depression may set in soon. haha. maybe i need to learn to accept failure. gosh...